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Our love is a journey, starting at forever and ending at never(: With all my heart, and all my soul, I will love you till the winds don't blow. Until the oceans turn to stone, my love is yours and yours alone.
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A big part in my life, is to learn to love yourself, not others.
Because, in the end, you are the one left behind.




Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall.
♥ 別再讓他操控你的傷悲
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Sunday, October 24, 2010 | 9:26 PM | 0 comments
如果你爱的人放弃了你，请放开自己，好让自己有机会爱别人。有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你，有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃。人 生有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种负担。有些缘分，注定要失去；有些缘分，注定不会有美好的结局；有些人，注定只能远远的凝视。 感情被懂得是一种幸福，等待着被懂得是一种孤独。朋友，别让这种孤独煎熬着你！付出是一种幸福，等待着回报有时是一种痛苦。朋友，别让这种痛苦烧灼着你！如果爱已成为一种负担，那试着将它慢慢遗忘，遗忘是给彼此最好的纪念。因为爱她，所以离开她；因为爱她，所以希望她幸福。真正的爱不需要用言语来诉说，说出来的往往不是真正的爱。当爱变成负担就违背了爱的初衷，爱应该是相互的，无负担的。朋友，如果你爱的人不爱你，那么，放开她，给她幸福。因为你要的幸福她肯定也给不了。如果心不在一起，虚伪的相伴又能有什么意义呢？生命里的月光，虽然很美，但靠的还是太阳的滋润。而你如果不是她的太阳，就让自己成为她身边的一片云吧！

Had this quarrels with him. Since Friday till Sunday. Ya. Maybe its time to let go? I perhaps. I cant say is totally his fault. But my fault too. He is right, if 2 don't clap together, then how the quarrels (sound) come?
Maybe im fated to be treated this way in love. A failure marriage. & then a failure relationships. Whats' more? I dont know either.
I start to feel tired. I start to feel breaks down. I just wish to be happier, why is it so hard.
Should i let go or should i hold on? Before together, he accepts everything. Just because he is scare & sensestives, as his past happens before, he starts throwing out all the "accepts" & become "complaints"..

Im not feeling good either. Because i know myself well enough. My health, is getting worst, day by day. Everyday, every drink i took during work, i gotta feeling of the "death god" is coming my way. Serious. No jokes. Imagine yourself having chest pain & gastric pain the whole day. Then got cold sweats. Keep feeling giddy. Is all these normal?

If one day, if im really leaving this world. I just wanna say, i love my girl, i love my bff. I dont love my family at all. Because i doesnt have their care & love at all. Money makes them treat me better. No money, no talks. WTF*

I just wanna be alone. I broke down again.