What is the feeling when you found out the one you love, lie & make use of you?

The feeling of pain. The feeling of scare. Is back. I tried my best to stop thinking. But why all these f**king things keep comes back to me? I just wish for a normal life. A normal living. But why i keep got all these things bothering my life again..

Im down once again. Seriously. I need a break. I know & need to buck up myself. But im in a super 痛苦 mood now. I just want to be happy. Cant i?

Maybe my life is like that. My life is cheap. My life is worthless. Im nothing to anyone. (Other than quinnabel baobeii) Im no-one else. No-one cares at all.

FML okays. Really. Im tired. Im really tired.

For now, i need to go settle my work things then baobeii's school things. Please grant me a wish & thats' hope everything settle by today smoothly. That's all i want. Other than this, nothing i wanna bother. Just leave me alone.

Thanks.

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