Its Xmas Eve today. & im already out of job for almost a week. Haiis. Felt so useless. Cant even get a stable job. Wonder how is my lil baobeii gonna survive with me siol. Haiiz. Hate myself. But im trying very hard already. At least i got part time jobs to keep me alive. Anyway, i got my own blogshop, please supports okays. Is www.my-lilhaven.blogspot.com. Thanks alot.

Yeah, have been meeting BFF for the whole week. We are like lovers, meeting everyday. Thank you for her for accompany me to run around to find jobs to interview. Yeah. I think im getting my ass back to school. But im still searching high & low. Hope to get a subsidsy school soon. God bless.

2010 is ending. 2011 is coming. Hmm. Time flies so fast. I cant even re-call the bad memories. (*But actually they are still so clear within my mind luhx..)

1 more year to go. Yeah. Im waiting for 2012 to come. Really. I mean it. Because its my life most important years. So looking forward on it. Hope 2011 is also a better year for me. I really wish to achieve something good in life. At least baobeii wont let people look down, that her momiie is so useless. Okays. Jiayouus, SEXIIMAMA :)