Im foolish, i knew it from start. I tear again & again. Bcos iloveyou. This pays me a good price for loving you.
Have you ever love somebody till you lost control? Have you ever love somebody till you dont know what is happening in life?
Me, i do. I loved him till now i lost myself. I lost my souls. I lost my heart.

I feel tired. I wanna leave, but i look at you while you slp, i tear again. Bcos i couldnt bear to lose you.. I cant bear to leave you.. I loved you too much, boy, do you know? I have changef. But you never in my shoe think about that. You only thinks you are the one changing not me.. I changed. Rewlly i did..

Am i asking too much? You really want those freedom? I give you, i give. I doesnt wanna care anymore. Bcos the more i care, the more you think i overboarded.. Well, i dont ask anything, anymore. Okays.

I just want my baby preciious to be healthy & good girl.. I just want to be happy & my depression gets better. Ok. I really must not be weak again.. Jy, iris ho!


19july12, lovely, imsorrytoletyougo. I dont mean it. Iloveyou too.

Ps. I just want you to know, i love you with no regrets.