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Our love is a journey, starting at forever and ending at never(: With all my heart, and all my soul, I will love you till the winds don't blow. Until the oceans turn to stone, my love is yours and yours alone.
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A big part in my life, is to learn to love yourself, not others.
Because, in the end, you are the one left behind.




Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall.
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04112012. Give up totally.
Sunday, November 4, 2012 | 11:21 PM | 0 comments
When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though were far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've make my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'll love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'll love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth
behind the lies

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Today, went to do ink-ed with weiwen(darling). From 230pm, almost 830pm then we managed to leave the shop. Today, marks the day, i totally give up for fucking goodness sake. Im tired, of everything. For seriously. My heart is now like this song above, i have really tried my best to give to him, yet, he still treat me this way. I dont deserve it. Really. Why am i so stupid & foolish to believe him, believe that this relationship will last.. Its just all the lies in me. Im just lying myself. Im hiding from the lies only. Im just running away the facts that he actually dont love me anymore. FML. I feel like dying so much now. I know, no one will pity me, because i dont deserve to be. I wont be loved. I wont have a lasting relationship. Its all karmas. 

I give up. I dont tear anymore. Not anymore for anyone either, other than my family members.

Anw, the other day was daddy's bday. Wish that he will be happy always~
Today is Wq's bday, thou he is not ard, wish him a happy always & guai guai!







Im just a fool~