im back to blog. the other day only managed to change my blogskin, not enough time to have a short update. Everything was still the same. Not so bad not so good.. But i hope it will be better. Because i really tired of crying, tired of holding. I just want to be like other girls to have a guy to love & dote.. I hope he will not neglect me.. Hais. Dont know what to type also. Haiis. Shall stop here & contiune another time. Maybe meeting Kerou for a drink session later. Let me chill myself more then go out~