ink. Thn afew times i went till everyday i go, bcos i wanna look at you, everyday i went over & see you, wait for you end work & we went to drink till morning before sunrise then come hme. & like that, slowly, we got tgt for no other reason. & i shifted to your place as i quarrel with my family, no whr to go & you take me in.. Thn you change to Avanzar to work, & me too quit my night job & work in the morning same as you.. After afew minths, you took out money to let me set up my own biz bcos you knw i dont like wrk outside.. We were so sweet back then.. Every occassion no matter where you go you will always bring me ard. You never leave me alone at all. You acc me to bring ahpui go zoo, acc me to celebrate her bday, my dad bday too.. We walk thru the sweetest moment that everyone is jealous of us. You pick me up after work everyday without fail, bought me out to have time for me & you. & slowly i got clise to your family, they treated me well too, bcos of you, i have everything i wanted.. But things changed from Aug 2012. We started to have more quarrels, then we have lesser time for each other.. Sept 2012, we bcome even worst, i dont see you for at least 6hrs a day.. You start to never pick me up frm work, you have no time for me, you dont even bring me out anymore, you always go drink, you changed. Totally. You dont even know if im crying or not.. I starts to feel tired. Bcos i cant endure all this up & dwn feelings. Till today, even i want to have a nice talk with you, also no time. Your reason is you want to avoid bcos you are stress, you dont want me to worry. Boy, im your girlf, why cant you share your prob with me? Why mus i be keep in the dark? We are a couple, no matter what 风风雨雨 we must be there for each other. Shouldnt we? Idk what you are doing at all. Always quarrel ending up i sent you break up msg, you feel irratated & avoid me till morning come back.. You know why? You think im not sad? You think breaking up is rlly wht i want? You think i feel good? You dont know how i feel at all.. You keep think im nuts, i keep think negative, but you never think why im like that, & who cause me to be like that. How many times i caught you lying to me & betraying me? Didnt i forgive you? Didnt i forgive & forget? Why must you still be the same to lie & lie to me? When i told you beg you to let me go, why must you tell me that you dont want? You dont want but you still never do what i told you what i need.. Then what for? I gave you chances, i endure. I go out with my friends, you nag me. You go out i nag you scold me. You always tell me that you will come home early bcos you go out settle things early.. But in e end, what? You morning come hme. So i followed what you do. & you say me. Why? So unfair? You promise to bring me to geylang eat that week, now what? After 2 weeks le, where is your promise? Did i say you? I never. Bcos i dont wan to quarrel with you. Tdy, again, 730pm you told me you go out early & will come hme early. I never fan or disturb you. Till now 440am.. Whr are you? Whr is your coming hme nw? Boy, im tired. Really.. You just dont cherish me.. You just like to lie to me.. You just dont know what i want.. Your promise are all meant to be broken.. You know how i feel now?

PS. i still loves him alot. but i know maybe he is really tired of me perhaps? Bcos he say that im over sensetives. But.. Why he always do thing so secretly? Even his hp. everytime when msg/calls ring.. He will try to avoid me from see-ing. Hais. I really dont know what to do now. Emilingx ask me not to bother for a moment, should i? Im thinking whether should i keep myself busy to complete my Double Diploma in Casino & Hotel Management anot.. I still thinking..