爱一个人，就是要对对方不离不弃。我做到了，你呢？
Always the same things happened. I really dont know what to say either. But to endure & endure. Im really very tired of it. But i dont know why im not giving up still. My heart feels broken, my mind wanna move back but my ownself couldnt move back bcos i cant bear! What the hell is this?? I reallyhave to suffer all these things to get a true love!?
I have other suitors, but i turn them down. I dont know why! Maybe bcos i love mrOng more than anyone else.. Even love myself i also never love so much! Tts why its so fucking hurting!!!

Slept at 940pm already. & now at this timing im fucking awake! Same thing happens again. Reason the same! Bcos he is not hme yet!! Always tell me awhile only as go settle things only.. Now.. What time alrdy! Fuck!!!