Just discharged from IMH. First time in my life. I sit police car, i got locked up, i got handcaft, i got tied up like how WQ was the other time. My mind now is very very bank, i cannot cry now, because i dont want grandmother or my daddy to worry, as they are at home. I bet, the most hurt & sad person is my dear mummy. I sorry, i have no choice. For now, i wish i can just work & stop thinking. & i wish to forget everything.

He told me when the time is right, he will come look for me. Should i listen? Im scare to have hope again I just wanna be happy, him to love me like the past. Thats' all. Why it seems to be so difficult? Or really like kerou say de ma? Bcos the rs is long liao. thats' why.. Anw, im gonna work in a pub, i will work day & night to make myself busy & forgets everything. Dear god, please dont play with me liao. Just let me forgets everything & start afresh, will you?

Keep myself busy, work day & night, let biz increase & go for a long holiday to stop all my pain. Okays, i promise. This punishment teach me somthing, there isnt any true love at all, dont love sm1 more than loving urself.

I MUST JIAYOU! FORGET THE PAST. PUT A STOP. GOODBYE 1ST AUGUST 2010..