The last post i post for because of "you"
Thursday, November 29, 2012 | 6:10 PM | 0 comments
Maybe i may be the biggest fool in "your" life. But i have never regret giving "you" all my heart, all my love. Because i always thought that "you" will never leave me alone no matter what. But im so wrong, so fucking wrong. Because of "you", i hurt myself, i almost end my life for "you". But in the end, we are still the same. Only the one who cares for me is there only. I promise, i wont look back, i wont u-turn, i will forget everything. Yes, everything, not a single moment of laughters that "you" used to give me. Because its the deepest & serious nightmare i ever have. Yes, it may be part of my fault, but have "you" ever think why all these happens? If not for "your" coldness, "your" neglect of me, will all these become like this? There is always some other "example" that happens in "your friend" list, ending up, me & "you" become like them. Where is the promise "you" gave me? Where is the 2 weeks of answer "you" promise to give? Where is the
love "you" gave me? "You" may find me stupid typing all these, but its okay, its my choice, its my life. "You" always gave me an empty promises, but "you" never ever blame "yourself", "you" just blame on my stubborn attitude, my childish-ness. "You" never think about how i feel at all. I promise "you" that "you" will be my last, & "you" will really be my last. That's all.
Thank you Kerou Ng for being there for me no matter what, even if i admitted to IMH, you are still there for me, & you are the only person that visited me.
Thank you Lin Andrew for lending me your ears & your shoulder when i need to cry.
I may admit to IMH, but im doing okay now, i will cope with all my will & not be like this, because i know, no matter what happens, the ones i need will always be there for me. For now, i just know who are true friends to me. Okays. For those "KPO"s, who like to share this post around, by all means. Im okay, because your job is just being a fucking big mouth, eat already nothing do. You know who you are. So who do you think you are? Or what big fuck you think you are? Just fuck your life off.
Thank you Kerou Ng for being there for me no matter what, even if i admitted to IMH, you are still there for me, & you are the only person that visited me.
Thank you Lin Andrew for lending me your ears & your shoulder when i need to cry.
I may admit to IMH, but im doing okay now, i will cope with all my will & not be like this, because i know, no matter what happens, the ones i need will always be there for me. For now, i just know who are true friends to me. Okays. For those "KPO"s, who like to share this post around, by all means. Im okay, because your job is just being a fucking big mouth, eat already nothing do. You know who you are. So who do you think you are? Or what big fuck you think you are? Just fuck your life off.