i think i miss you..
Tuesday, March 12, 2013 | 4:08 PM | 0 comments
i think i missed you. i should be forgetting the past, forget the memories we had.. but.. i just cant do it. can someone just helped me? i needa get out of this hell im living with. i just need a proper life. i wanna forget everything. yes, everything. bcos its not worth to remember at all.why can you just start off with a new life just like that? why can you say forget then forget? why you can let go means let go? why?
im a loser. a serious loser. sometimes, i wish time to turn back. i wished i never met you, i never started off with you. its all just a bad dreams. its worst than hell. you just turn to become a devil within months. the promises you made is all broken. FML.
imfeelingsuperlyemo.
ineedadrinkbadly.
ihateyoualot.
butimissyoualot.
i dont love you anymore. its just hate inside me right now. you disgust me. fuck off. karmas will falls on you, i believe. just wait for your retribution, fucker! ORP.
PS. My dearest darling, syhong. if werent for you to be here with me. i really dont know what will happens to me. thankyou for trying your best to be there with me. i know you wish that i can overcome everything. i promise you, i will. but i need more time. its never easy to forget. but i promise you, i wont do anything stupid anymore. remember that day i emo till i turn off my hp, & get you scared. i really appreciate everything. thanks <3 p="">
PS. My dearest friend, yenling. from primary school, i bullied you almost everyday. but now, lucky when im in my most down period, you were there for me. im really happy. thankyou. wish our friendship will never ends. true friends is hard to find. god gave us chance to know each other, just because of 1 reason. & thats' for us to cherish the true ones beside us.
Thank you god, you gave me this few wonderful friends <3 p="">