Im a human too. I feel sad. I feel emotional at times. I wanna drink. I wanna sing. I just hope everything to be over soon.
Because im suffering right now. Yes, even now. I pretend nothing happens. But im a human too. I just wanna forget everything.. Is it so difficult? When im trying my best to forget & let go, why always someone coming to tell me & reminds me of "him".. I just dont understand..
Wo ye yao kuai le yi dian. Hen nan ma? Wo bu xiang mei tian dou shui bu liao.

I really doesnt want to rely on sleeping pills. Please leave me alone.. 1 mth more, preciious turning 4yrs, this year something special will happened. Hope she likes it. I like the way she tell me she loved me. Because i loved her too <3 p="">
She's my sweet heart.. No matter what happens, whenever im sad, she can feels it. Because, she will make my day. I feel so sorry that i cant be normal.. Momiie hurts too. Baobeii, momiie loves you alot too. Today, mum told me that baobeii ownself tidy the whole room, just wanna show me how clever she is. Really, baby, momiie is touched. You grown so much. From a tiny pie to a big big girl now. You are so clever now till you can write A-I, 1-20 yourself without any help. & draws out the cute family members :) Sorry, momiie couldnt give you a complete family like others. But i promise, the love i gave you is double from others. Okays. No matter what happens, baobeii, you will always be m No.1 <3 br="">