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好人难做。我不懂不明白。
Wednesday, August 28, 2013 | 4:42 PM | 0 comments
Hey. Been long since i last update my blog. I know okay. Its growing spider webs. HAHAHAHA. Let me start my rants now. Stay back, relax & here i go :)

好人难做。我不懂不明白。 i simply dont understand why am i always been hurt. i mean in friendship. when im always being so true-ful. in the end, i got fuck up for no reasons. & i got back nothing. im naive. seriously. i hate this feeling. last night, while working, i swear im not drunk or rather i alittle tipsy. but i know myself well. so well enough that i know what i should & should not do. alright. i offer to help her.. in a way of helping her for her points. in the end, she give me shits. its ok that she walk off. i nothing to say. but behind, she ownself butt itchy, got a table, yes, she got her 2 point, but her 2 point was all volka. yes, pure volka. 12 shots. (PS. thats her fucking problem..) i saw her tearing i asked her why, what happen.. in the end.. she shouted back at me. Shouting : You go try la. 12 shots all pure volka... Hey, fuck you. i did helped you, is you ownself thinks that my friends are kiddos. they wont open for you. & fuck you. they did open okay. not even open for me to hit my target but also my baby S. who ask you always think highly of yourself. who ask you to look down on my friends? they earn more than what you & me earn. so what if they look kiddos? kiddos no money? SERVE YOU RIGHT! yes, i tear because i feel hurt. BUT IM SO SORRY, THIS WILL BE THE LAST & FINAL TIME I HELPED, I TALKED, I BOTHERS you. I am tired in this so call friendship. few weeks back, something happen, you didnt bother to help, nevermind. i keep telling myself its okay. maybe you dont mean it. But now. i had enough of all these shits. for real. im done. im done over you. 

Hais. Fuck my life for seriously. I dont know why i always wanna be the angel, in the end, i got back nothing. Maybe this is really me. I need a real change. I dont want to be a fool. A fucking naive fool. Im damn tired. I dont know what the hell im doing. Doing so much for nothing. IRIS HO. DAMN YOU STUPID BITCH. Hais. I wanna go rest. Goodbye. Be right back bitch..