Finally all changed. Updated my new blogskin, since im so free now :)
PS. I have really been "nua-ing" at home since Wednesday. I need to get back on track, i have problems yet to be solve either. I really don's wish to rely on anyone else. But i have no choice, because everything cannot be solve by myself alone. I need help, i need those who really can to afford me your helping hand.. But i know. This world is very realistic. When you need help the most, all will be gone.

Be it whether is really true friends or not. To me, true friends? HAHAHAHA. Don't lie to me. I believe none, only 1/2 of them which really worth.! Not because i have no friends. Is because its really scary when you know when you trusted someone so much, in the end, she was one of them that looks down on you. So what's the point? Right? Waste time only.

I hope October faster come & go. So all my unlucky things will be gone. I wanna start anew, i don't wanna live like how i live for in the past. Its really.. Too tiring. I feel so tired. Im only 25, yet i feel like im 35 now. Oh my god.

I pray for to strike lottery for just this 1 time. Let me clear all my debts for once & let me lead a better life. I will cherish. I mean it. Am so tired. Am so lost.

I can don't have "you" as my father. Im okay with it. Because i will remember how you treated me now. No matter you are drunk or maybe you don't know what you are doing. I don't give a damn. I will walk away from your life.

I hope the application i apply from HDB success, i wanna be independent. I wanna live alone & work hard alone. Please, let me pass all these stupid things asap. I just wanna start afresh. I promise i will make it good & do it well..

I will work hard. I promise.